Yay! I am so positive about soooo many things. This has not been the case in a very very long time. But man does it feel great! I am positive I have the love of the most wonderful man in the whole wide world. I am positive that my life can be filled with happiness after all. I am positive that I have what it takes to be a good mother. I am positive that I am going to do my absolute best in my Landscape Design class. I am positive that I'll find my lost creativity and start using my artistic talents once again.
I have a lot of wonderful people in my life, all of whom believe in me and want to see me be happy and successful. They have supported me in everything I do and in everything I have gone through. I owe them all a lot. But for a long time I guess I did not believe in myself. I was full of doubts, full of worry. It's taken me a while to work through all that. But I am getting there.
My 2010 started off terrible, cold and lonely. But the best surprise of my life was waiting for me just around the corner. Now I feel so full of hope. I feel so loved for the first time in a long time. And I look forward to my future for the first time in a long time. And for that I owe my thanks to Jason.
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